NEVERMIND

No matter what I do
The MOMENT keep on coming!
I try to look forward not back,
But it's so goddamn hard!

I never felt the word GOD would sound so obscene
Now, the whole world is my grave yard
Where is the old [I] I used to know?

Where did I go?

All this fuckin' silence

Like a Quakers' funeral


I'm not waiting for something mythical
I'm not waiting for something historical

I'm not waiting for some ghost

A blood-sacrificing bullshit

To save my soul





My Death is a wedding with forgetfulness
My Death is an Amnesia blessing
Am I the secret?
I'm surviving the darkness of my soul
I'm gone beyond the good
I process within the bad

Fix your eyes on me, and please
Please, don't tell me about what is invisible
So I may place another look on your eyes
Whatever... nevermind what Captain Kurt said:
"Whatelse should I be
All apologies!"

I need to either go
to the drugstore or the restroom!